I’m feeling hammered and beaten down by pregnancy announcements on FB, or finding out an acquaintance is a few weeks away from their due date.
Even announcements on IF blogs are giving me the peeves.
Am I happy for someone who has been through IF to finally get their dream come true? Yes
Am I angry at myself for being broken? Yes
Brew Man hates it when I call myself broken. But I am. There is nothing wrong with his swimmers – they’re apparently in the top percentiles for quality. Instead, there’s something wrong with my oven – and no body knows what the problem is so it can’t be fixed.
I fall into the “unknown” category.
And you know what – now that I’ve written that – having an “unknown cause” diagnosis is what is really giving me the shits. I’m not annoyed that there’s something wrong – I’m annoyed that I don’t know what’s wrong.
Anyways – back to blogs – does anyone continue to follow an IF blog once that person gets their BFP? I thought I could do it – but … I can’t.
Same reason why I hide people I know are PG on FB – I really don’t want to read about how terrible morning sickness is or how big their cankles are. Why depress myself?
Does un-following someone who gets their BFP make me a terrible person?